I long for the taste to write again, to pour my feelings and thoughts about anime in this s̶h̶i̶t̶t̶y̶ lovable blog of mine. The thing is, probably 24 hours in a day is not enough for me to divide things fairly. I'm no longer be able to prioritize the anime stuff above all since my real life keeping me awake to an idea that "I need proper reality to bear." It doesn't make sense to think that anime is not my real life too, it's just...I need to spend more time to brainstorm and do activities about real life. Watching anime and anything related to it, now, are like snacks, which to be honest, I rarely consume snacks. In brief, my main dishes nowadays are campus life and other f̶u̶c̶k̶i̶n̶g̶-̶i̶r̶r̶e̶s̶i̶s̶t̶a̶b̶l̶e̶-̶i̶r̶r̶i̶t̶a̶t̶i̶n̶g̶-̶i̶n̶c̶o̶m̶p̶r̶e̶h̶e̶n̶s̶i̶b̶l̶e̶ obstacles.
I mean to make my mind at ease with relaxing watching anime, bluntly commenting about anime series, but time goes too fast. Too fast...really. In addition, my back muscles are debilitating fucking bad. Can't stand to sit for straight two hours. Fucking tired back muscles. Recently, studying, playing game (on PC), watching anime, doing homework torment me.
I'm in trouble to keep my back muscles in shape and spare my time. I already discard, or should I say maximizing to minimize my time to play games. Still, I'm suffering from other issues of mine. I wonder what kind of treatment is best to support the anime thingy inside me right now.
P.S.: Perhaps I'm, w̶o̶r̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶, going to post a few posts after this. Wish me luck.
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